I'm in pains
in what i got no gain
how did it happen?
'it was love at first sight'
...they told me
'it was a whirlwind romance'
...i was still told
'it was a nice experience'
... they said
'the chemistry was intense!'
... they explained,
All these nice happenings
spoilt with just one word
... WAS
... in the past
So what happens next?
...they realize their mistake
and they took the right turn...
How confused they both are...
But guess what?!
they both took the wrong turn
again!,
again!!
and again!!!
and their words of consolation?
'you know we love baby,
your father and i are still friends,
the next time will be better,
don't worry,
chemistry wont fade this time'
i have one father...
uncountable stepfathers...
so many relatives...
but i never had to worry...
i thought i didn't
but unconsciously
i did
now I'm scarred,
my finger has become a school for rings
... they enter to leave
Now I'm hurting
...I'm in pains
everything i felt
... rejection,
guilt, anger
and failure.
any man that approaches me
is an inevitable husband
and soon to be divorced,
my 'i dos' are more that 'i don'ts'
i saw better
but i knew no better
because all i knew
... was my mother.
